Second Reflection

I have let myself down because i do not do as what i promise which is to put more effort on the blog. I always give myself too much excuse of I am too busy on my study. So I am finally still a person who is outdated, feeling ashamed to write the second reflection. However, as a student of BMCD, I must complete my second reflection.

I learned a lot from resume and cover letter especially the way to express myself. I became more confident after writing both resume and cover letter. This is because i have to discuss as much ability that i have as possible and so i discovered more strengths in myself. The skill of writing both resume and cover letter is very important for applying job in future. I felt quite guilty when talk about my preparation on both resume and cover letter. This is because i does not try my best to do them. I was doing them during Chinese New Year and certainly my mood is in relaxing more than studying. Hence, that time my mind just thinking to finish them as soon as possible without putting much effort. I refered many examples before i start to write them as that time I do not have any idea on how to write them. However, my speed on writing it is still very low since i confused with some statement on the job advertisement. Therefore, I was seeking for the answer from friends and family and finally i done a cover letter and resume which are very simple 1. I do not satisfied with them actually but I was run out of idea already. Finally, i just submit a very short and simple cover letter and resume which can be found at COVER LETTER and RESUME on the right of my blog.

For the interview, i felt very disappointed as well. My group is the 3rd one and also the last one on the thursday. Hence, I do not prepare a lot on it since i thought i will have enough time for it. I just simply read some questions on tech comm book the night before the day of interview. I do not even find any information about the company which i will apply for as my 'sixth sense' told me that i will not be asked the question. The day was reached. i am the first one who get into the interview place because i am the only one who went there by bus. I asked Ms. Hazlen hints on the questions of interview as she reached there after i reached there a while. I am feeling shock when she emphase that the question background of company is one of the questions which she must ask because I do not do any preparation on it before. Hence, I start searching the information using the computer of Pusat Bahasa 3(place of interview) quickly. At that moment, i deeply realise the important to be punctual because i will totally lost if i go there just on time and start the interview straight away.

My mind is totally "blank" when it was my turn to talk although i have done some preparation before. I feel more and more stressful when i am listening conversation of my group members who did very well. I answered many questions without using my brain because i am too nervous. All those words are just like come out from my mouth without pass through my brain first because i found that it was too hard for me to recall what i have talk after the interview session is done. As a conclusion, I must do well preparation before an interview and also to improve my english level in future.